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Well upon changing Helen's diaper this morning we found blood, this mean she has another infection, but the hospice people said "Well how aggressively do you want to treat it". Meaning, and this just hit me, don't you want her to die?
So I realized that its time, this infection is the one that will take her, we are not treating it, we are making her comfortable, using a whole bunch of drugs to make her oblivious to everything, we dropped the in house hospice thing, she is out of it and it is not worth moving her.
I am thinking it should be a few days before she passes, the chaplin is showing up again today to talk with her.
So I realized that its time, this infection is the one that will take her, we are not treating it, we are making her comfortable, using a whole bunch of drugs to make her oblivious to everything, we dropped the in house hospice thing, she is out of it and it is not worth moving her.
I am thinking it should be a few days before she passes, the chaplin is showing up again today to talk with her.